Is There Really a Bucket?

 Yes, there really is a bucket in my classroom. 

This was a question I got from a person translating Lockdown! into Spanish. She had several issues with the book. She really hated it, but the one thing that she really took issue with was the bucket. 

 Lockdown! is realistic fiction. It is not true, but the elements in the story are based in reality. The bucket I mentioned in it is a real thing. Every class has one at my school. When I told her that she pretty much called me a liar until I offered to send her a picture of the bucket. 

Then she backed off and started to dig into how poorly written it was and the importance of hiring an editor. I provided the two names of the professors at American College of Education that read and graded it (it earned 100% for the class and 100% for the capstone) and the three editors through my publisher that I paid.

Then, she told me I did not do enough research because in the Hispanic culture suicide is not discussed. I told her that she needs to do some research on how women tend to kill themselves -- it is not with a gun as hinted at in the book. See, I am going to let you in on a little secret. Oliver's Mom did not commit suicide. She was killed. Lockdown! is told through the eyes of Oliver (first person). He is not openly discussing his feelings with anyone. Instead it is the narrative in his head. Therefore, he is not talking about suicide with anyone. 

But I digress....

Let's get back to the bucket. I recently opened the bucket with one of my classes. My students are used to seeing a bucket in every class they have ever had. Thankfully, they did not know what was in the bucket. I say thankfully because that means there has not been  a need to open the bucket. So, one day, out of curiosity we opened the bucket. 

What did we find? Two rolls of toilet paper, several plastic bags, a tarp, paper cups, water bottles and a dead cockroach (no joke!). The purpose of the bucket is to be a toilet. If needed, the items would be removed and one of the garbage bags would be placed in the bucket as a liner (think about poop). The tarp would be draped over the two doors to my closet for privacy. The student would use the bucket, tie off the bag and exit the closet. 

I would like to add hand sanitizer and air freshener to the bucket as well as some granola bars. I really hope I never have to use the bucket, but it is important that it is there. It also was beneficial to the students seeing what was in it and why. 

So what now? First, if you have not read Lockdown do it! :-) Secondly, talk to your child about the bucket. Most parents and community stakeholders do not even know there is a bucket. Have an open conversation with your child about how they feel regarding the bucket. What would it be like if they had to use it? What if they had to go number two and some gas passed? What about the smell? What if their classmate had to use it? 

I know it is uncomfortable and something we do not want to think about or children having to do. But, this is our reality. This is the America we live in. We have to have uncomfortable conversations.

LOCKDOWN! One of a Kind YA Picture Book

 Published!

In April of 2023 I was working on my M Ed in English through American College of Education. I had an assignment that was a struggle. Normally, I was able to have my assignments complete for the week by Wednesday when they were due on Sunday. The week of April 24th I had to write a flash fiction. A flash fiction is a narrative using a1000 words or less. It is a new trend inspired by social media posts that used to have a character limit.

Flash fictions also go against (at the time) every grain in my teacher soul. I am constantly telling students to write more and expand on their ideas. Now, I am suppose to write less? Ha! Regardless, I had to do the assignment and I was stuck. It was Thursday and I still had no clue about what to write. Then the routine lockdown happened at school, As I got up off the floor with a smudge of dirt on my dress, I knew I had my topic. The flash fiction Lockdown! was born.

After I wrote it, I knew I had something special and my instructor agreed with me. She told me I really should have it published. But, how? It was only 956 words. I am not a short story author. It is not like I could just add it to a book I was working on. In the meantime I also I had my capstone I needed to start in order to graduate in May of 2024.

I struggled with both how to publish Lockdown! and what to do for my capstone. In the meantime, I was using picture books in my 7th grade ELA class to teach the Elements of Literature. In October on 2023 it finally dawned on me that I needed to publish Lockdown! as a picture book and use it as my capstone. 

On May 1, 2023 Lockdown! hit online bookstores worldwide. It also served as my capstone in which I was able to graduate with a 4.0 M Ed. in English. I expanded on the 1000 world limit per suggested by my Publisher to around 4000 words. It is scary to have such a controversial piece of literature published. However, it is a story that needs to be told because it happens on a regular occurrence across the United States of America. My hope is that it opens up conversations between community stakeholders, teachers and students. 

I need your help to get the conversation started. Would you share the link with your friends and family? Purchasing a book to share with others, keep on your bookshelf, and/or donating a copy to your local library would be greatly appreciated as well! 

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